so i heard u liek mudkip?

lmao random title is random. so yea. today ain a good day but i discover a few more things. my blog entry seems to be getting shorter and shorter... minus those that i bitch about pplz... well i guess the saying about happiness being short is true rofl.

so here goes.

1. Mom called in the morning ( seems like she lost her voice; shes barely vocal ) and told me my blood test result ain pretty according to the nurse. I have no idea what wrong yet since she barely had the 'sound' to tell me. hope she doesnt go emo in my place if it is sth serious. i always knew there was sth special about me. lmao. but hey, i bet its not that serious.... i hope.

2. The female Admin in the office is a thief. First day i meet her and she end up running away with one of my workmate's laptop and PH's laptop. Not that i remember her name nor face at all since i need a while to register when i make new connections.

so yea, she wanted to join 3 of us for lunch ( all the sudden according to fabian coz she always eats alone all these times ) and so we did, we settled down and she suddenly "forgot" to bring her wallet and phone out so fabian gave his key to her.

to our suspicious.... she didnt come back for some time, and Fabian went to check on the office. Ph's laptop was gone. and so he came back and told us, I finish my meal and return back coz i was worried about my laptop. I never trusted Malay/Indian worker... they tend to have... thief related problems or just went MIA after borrowing money. not to say im racist. rly.

so like yea. my laptop is safe and sound but YH's laptop isnt. She ran off with 2 lappy with company work in them.... and surprisingly. Fabian was ragging more ( though none of is stuff was stolen ) because he blame himself for not tailing the bitch since he felt sth was off. on the other hand YH was really calm and cool... to the point that he only cares about the music and game level that he gotten are all gone now.

lmao. epic fellow. his so saint he said he wasnt sad at all because he believe in karma. i. ttly respect this guy. if i was me, i'll be fucking shit up already LOL and as for PH.... his cool with it too. He was more worried about the Mac and his book being stolen. not concerning about the destop nor his missing laptop. rich guy damn it.... //too lazy to write the whole story//

oh. but the xbox is still safe 8D

3. we dun punch card. and im working on unstable hours. login by 9am but off from work unknown. so i might need to recalculate my traveling fee since i'll be taking taxi more.... wuwuwuwu.... this salary raise ain going to cut it orz


and. finally. i am now constipated coz the bitches is hoggin the toilet for 1 hour+ now.

New leaf

got home around 10pm+
fist day of work and this ain a good sign lmao. but PH brought lots of his books over to the company... How to Train Your Dragon Artbook... District 9 artbook, startWars and so many other tutorial books too. homg... can i camp there?

but the down point is. no internet until end of May.
i think im going to die now. so from 9am to 9pm, i really did work non stop...
more later.

zero

first time karaoke, in Neway in Time Square with boss and workmates.
such interesting farewell party i had XD
more update later.

one at bangsar

lmao im so lazy tired now. update later

4 and 3

urm... where did i stop at. oh, right!! Monday. we went to office like usual and idle until 3 sth for the drive to get back and get all our arses to penang island. started the journey out of the capital around 4:40pm and arrive there around 9pm.

petty speedy fast if u ask me. it was a roller coster ride with horrible dodge and turns omg. then we went straight to Queensbay mall to unload the stuff and help set up the outlet for the next day... how reminiscing. the place reminded me of the last time i went with family... sad we cant have any of that now that every is separated and busy and sick.

lmao nuff emo memories, 1130pm we touch down at Heritage Hotel which looks like some old chinese prostitute building thinggy to me at first glance. but the setting was nice, so is the hall way. and know what that means? aye. cam whore time XD


this hall has magical powah, it makes you look skinnier by tiny bit lmao 7 girls in 1 room, still have space to walk. but most importantly there was air-con. bless them. i forgotten to take pajamas so i bath and slept in my normal cloths lolol i woke up fully prepared to go out with Mohawk bed hair, beat that XD

i ttly didnt play patapon in the dark while everyone sleeps lel


so lets time skip and goes to tuesday, after much toast for breakfast with diluted milk ( russle peter's thin milk joke ) and pipe water juice. My actual station is in Gurney with meiling, so went there to help set up again.


my job? shout and freak the little kids with balloons. though im suppose to help with forcing ppl to fill in the survey too....


my lil sis came and got herself pretzel breakfast and started part timing lmao. awesome shit. i got her another pretzel after that hehehehehe everyone said we're twins but hahaha we denied that fact everytime anyway.


after much success in the event ( me having to keep my voice coz the management tell me to stfu since im so fucking loud ) we went out to take picture by the sea. oh. emo stone session with meiling hahahahaha sao manry.

then we went to Seberang Prai to hang around and eat dinner before we take off again to another long journey back to the capital. with less cramped car space but more traumatizing coz the driver nearly hit a person as he speed pass the red light with me shouting "red light, oi its red... its red its red its red its red its red!!!! AHHHHHHH--- "

.... i'll just leave it at that D;

fabbbbbbvvv

i just notice i miscounted the last 2 post's title but im too lazy to change them LOL

The dinner was fun, took lots of photo and got lots of ppl staring at me like some freak on the loose. well, i was out of theme thats one thing, but everyone wants to take picture with me and gave me thumbs up... guess im not that fulgy after all orz

hitched a ride home from one of the handsome supplier. so sweet. sad that his married with a daughter and is 10+ years older than me. baw. but we're both taiping pals so its awesome still. he ask for ma number and im ttly going to call him out for tea when we're back in tpg or sth. fufufufufufuuuuu scandal scandalllllll lolololol yea, our office made fun of singles-ness and say "scandal" when we are hangin out with ppl whom are married and what not. awesome workmates XD

got some photo from icha but im not going to post them on FB, just going to wait for ppl to tag me as always lmao. theres going to be a free pretzel day next monday. in Penang and Ipoh. most of the people in office are going north to help out. so i campur kaki too. hur hur hur im going to tell my DA joeydenden friend to go if she can, so we can meet up and spazz like crazy ppl.

so yea. so lazy now.... i dun feel like working but.... PH ttly need me like. ASAP. i thought i was going to have 2 days off before i start the new job... end up with 22th last day in AuntieAnne, 23th new job with 99works.

wtf.

im becoming more of a workaholic every moment fml....

savan

lacking sleep and more last minute work. Icha and I chanted "I'm Awesome" as we did manual slave pre---- okay i just spend half an hour finding the right word for this action but i fail so.... manual slave dotting tear line on paper. yep. Im awesome.


the stack of movie ticket-ish lucky draw thinggy that icha made. Chantin im awesome for every piece we done. we invented a good self confident and self esteem boots program lolll


icha's awesome first mistake in the company lmao.

so after that we went to the Grand Millenium Hotel which the dinner is going to be held in and i spend the rest of the day help setting up and making last minute karaoke video.... pfff.. last minute ppl. and i freak out when the hotel staff trip over my laptop wire.

good thing. i saved my file. zomg...

and so. with much courage and shamelessness. i took up my boss' Dare and brought myself a gothic-ish clothing for the dinner. i spend enough to pay up a month's rent hahahahahhaha... regardless. once in a life time exprience. so i guess its okay~


expect to burn ur eye much in Facebook when everyone tag me. lel.

=texting session=

me "The game is on. please make sure i dun get kick out of the dinner room with my attire."

boss "srsly!? it was just a thought!"

me "HAHAHAHAH TOO LATE MAN UR GETTING A GOTHIC CHICK IN THE ROOM AND whats my reward for this dare?"

boss "urm..... free domino voucher?"

me "ewwww is my couragous change of style and investment worth only that much? martin you so baddddd " ( i wanted to type 'Cheap' but.... )

boss "i didnt know you took it for real"

me "that just prove how awesome i am, sad my silver wig is not with me... wouldnt it be cool if i get heels too? "

boss "Damn!!!!" ( and that was all he could say )

sex

which is purposely mispell just for the fun of it coz i was raging so much. Boss made me work over time to edit the videos and officemate totally didnt stock up paper for me to print stuff... so yea. i got off work at 1030pm with no OT claim... just free domino pizza for dinner = =

good thing we can claim the taxi fee which the uncle totally charge us double rating though its not even 12am yet. pff, regadless, its not my money and some freaking staff didnt give me his song cd for the karaoke session.... so i have to bring my laptop to the dinner too... i hate this so much.

but guess what? just when i think its all over, they want me to edit the video again... so i stay up until 2am, partly to paint my nail black for tomorrow. hehehehheheheheheh~~~

but either way, heres a few fun stuff.


this cat is the mother. His son died from car accident a few weeks ago. He was a fluffy kitten... the auntie was so sad cause she literrally raise the cat as he made the food stall his home. but notice the small kitten behind?


yep. she gave birth to moreeeee which is pretty much Tiger's childrens. Tiger is another cat that comes and go in the morning lmao.


total 4!! and so cuteeeeeeeeee i want oneeee


getting ready for bed time!


hahahaha surprise! cute bed tower.

9/10

life is well. i guess? i love the title coz thats one of my nickname too lmao. so yea. nothing much beside more random picture... better then seeing me rant unless my rage amuses you then im more than happy to spazz in caps lel.

the workspace before boss took the Mac away to hospitalization

yea, me and icha share a cube coz we love each other so much. i had tones of fun misusing keyboards and mouse for the wrong machine and Icha had tons of fun laughin at me. life's good.

ugly car on our way back last few days

omg.... so. ew.

almost done with all the video boss wants for the annual dinner, tomorrow will be the last touch up and what not. good thing i dun need to do much during the dinner, im so lazy i just wanna chill and have food. just going to be needed to help set up stuff and look see look see if anyone wants me. wants my help that is hur hur hur

so yea. friday. dinner. i hope saturday no work coz its going to be such a drag...

u r not expired yet

so like now i have to dedicate my 2 week life to making company's Annual Dinner video. fun? i beg to differ. i mean, i dun mind but signing my life to this company has render me useless in the multimedia field, i haven done any video related nor flash for the past 7months.

and the sudden VERY ANIMATION ish storyboard, by my lovely marketingmate, kind of killed my brain when i try to remember all the technical skill i've left way behind in my less slavery days... well at least im a bit glad when i can still remember a thing or two about Flash as Icha does the website for the company.

hmm... im. just. going to try my best in this... at least im still valuble to the point that his givin me such heavy responsibility... annual dinner video. wow. its like The Star Newspaper annual report video last time. hahaha. so pressure.

background music... sound effect... editing and material collection... animation... shit. i dun have time for all these when none could help any better than myself. deadline's on 14th coz 15th is the dinner night already.... gwad bless me. my freelance work is being drag on too coz im so incapable of doing a good job... FML yo FML... why am i so useless?

not to mention they wanna put voice over which i believe theres no voice talent nor equipment nor environment in the office good enough to do those... boss is totally not gettin why i need the voice over first before i do the animation.... I CANT TIME MY ANIMATION WITHOUT THE VOICE MANG!!! if everyshit goes out of time, who to blame? me la, blame meeeeeeeee.... if its no good who to blame? urs truely, lize whom cannot spell right to save her virgin arse.

NERVOUS BREAKDOWN ZOMG

like i threw ma letter of resignation today. and i can tell u its faking scaryyyyyyyyyyyy i've repeated my storied over and over in msn and sms, so im too lazy to repeat it here HEHEHEHHEHE suckerssssssss -shot-

so yea. urm. April22 ima go buy myself a can of beer LOL

and.

i wanna draw so badly bawwwwwwww

brush setting test. cant wait to try out when i get time to paint again. other than that, the program which i gasm over is now cracked and english-ed.... NOW I REALLY CANT WAIT TO FIND TIME AND PLAY WITH IT BAWWWWWWWWWWW IM MISSING OUT ALL THESE AWESUMNESSSSS //dies

then then thennnn i was talking to HL like my epic sms session with the 17 y'o local DA which draws so awesomely pro the past few journal entry before... urm... sentence too long where was i..... ah rightttt our epic morning sms session. we continue to text each other until lunch time LMAO

it was her first day in college so i was updating her on DA stuff and we talking about college and what not and well. thats not my point. THE POINT ISSSSSS!!! HL went and counted our age difference and my brain exploded.

6 years. 6 freaking years diffy between a 23y'o and a 17y'o like OMGGGG WHERE DID THAT COME FROM!? like when u say 23 and 17 u dun feel the distance like THAT much, but when u actually counted it..... it.. seem... like im.. very old bawwwwwwwwww now i cant spazz with her like i used toooooooo jk jk i can still ttly spazz wtih my anyone coz im always the grandma in DA group friends LOL

ah no worries yo

coz im totally back on track with my ever wavering emotion. I blame PMS. I email the printing guy like a day or two ago, just to confirm my death and ordering a grave in advance. but to my ubber relief. "Oh no, the printing is not in progress yet, Detpak is not that efficient!" LMAO omgggggg I WILL FAKING HUG YOU AND KISS YOU ON ZE CHEEK. yes cheek. TO SHOW U HOW MUCH U JUST SAVE MA ARSEEEEE.

so yea. guess i'll save jumping off the building another time. othat than that. ma sis in Japan is safe. and my religion-free-prayers goes to the land of the raising sun, for all the strangers over there whom created the source of my life and my inspiration to draw and learn. Without all ur awesomeness, i wont be such an otaku today.

but secretly i just want to say. please dun die too many of those artist coz i wont have any more manga to read if that happens. so yea. humans are selfish. but at least im still thinking of how close the end of the world is to becoming a reality. gets you thinking does it?

and 11 is a bad number. think about it. Hint: 911

other happier note, Blow totally gets all my stories and she adapting to them LOL, like how i influence ppl with my "kala" slang instead of typing proper "color"



totally made more friends, and this time its local dudesss!!! and by dude i dun mean guys LOL traded phone number with Eden Joey and Kitty Ami, both meet in devianart and we're ganna have 3some for Comic Fiesta!!

theres another, Maze but i dun seem to be able to talk to her as.... urm. friendly as i can orz but its all good. im still socializing offline EHEHEHHEHE well. ganna work now. such a sad life i have. Rango was awsum, the characters. the texture. other than that its not as ubber awsum but its still worth the moneh.

right. work...

FML

like for real. i can jump off a building now. and land on a fluffy huge arse air pillow below and get into newspaper for attempted suicide. yea. coz i just wanna die once and continue a new.

after the epic rant below. i was happy but i got stress then i got sad and guess what? it was PMS month. gwad no wonder im on such emotional roller coster. and now im just plain high over wanting to die. why? i think u'll agree me with a little after this lmao.

i. sent. the. wrong. AI file. to. the. printing guy.

so yea they totaly need a month plus to get the pretzel sleeves design and print them, i did that last month and.... i discover today i've sent them the wrong one.... wrong tag line... the tag line which my boss so love..... for 15 Anniversaty..... of Auntie Anne's.

okay i need a tall building now. I mess up plenty of menuboard for malaysia coz every freaking outlet is customized and special and.... singapore's menuboard and indonesia's menuboard and im totally noting my death note here with plenty of deadline to make. but. i've totally lost my will to continue rushing them after finding out my grave-possibility-mistake.

.... baw. i deserve to fire maself... even if boss praise me of my hardworking-ness... i still deserve to kick myself over a better place orz

i forgot icha's bday. im a jerk manggggg a total jerkkkkkkkk i need to catch up with FB more... i need a twitter account but i dun think that going to happen... so yea. ima go... continue.. work now. //crai like a betch

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why cant they just talk like normal instead of shouting at each other like they're 10km from one another. im pretty sure the male cousin made a wrong turn during fetus process. his fuck up noisy and talks too much and tries to act cute by pinching his voice up...

can u imagine how disgusted i am? not to mention his a narcissist.

my patience just got another level higher when my workmate in the marketing department annoys me more... with her comments and laughs. when im stress, its obvious. so can u please not irritate me any more?

other than that. went to PWTC on friday and today... to do survey which was pointless if i may add. personally i dun give a shit. the only thing i care it. my feet is sore and my throat is in pain again. another test why im a office person.

she cant get ppl to do the survey for her, not to mention boss wants 200ppl peroutlet. which is pretty much inpossible seeing how society is right now. they either give u the face or avoid you. yes i got FUCKING BITCHY STARE FROM A BITCH. come on i ain stuborn sale person. if u give me a hand signal i'll go away. i dun treat ppl like that coz i know this job ain fun.

so! i can curse that bitch that i hope her face gets burn or scared or just pimplefest.

erm so yea. marketing-mate cant get ppl, so she drag 80% of the office ppl to do it with her. and i can tell u. if i didnt meet the aunty in that spesific shop which i cant remember the name but it sells office clothing... i could have finsih all 200 of tree killing paper.

2 person per outlet. so shida and i needs to do 100 per person. and basically we just follow the aunty around... more like we got drag along by her... to every shop that she have friends in, to sign their big name and get a free voucher to eat a cinnamon roll. and i can say. she has loads of friends there -is still shock-

well. before i meet her, i manage to 30 piece done on my own. mostly foreigner and backpackers. coz their more fun to talk to. and i have foreigner slang fetish if anyone remembers -drool- marketing-mate called and i told her. and she was pretty amazed since her team combine together also couldnt get as much as i did.

shida is shy so i forgive her for not getting as much.

so yea. now im limping again. with ubber annoyance to everything around me. must be pms. and i cant seem to find time for my own amusement. like drawing. im still watching anime everynight and doing the freelance job. but on weekends... i couldnt do as much as i want to.

since i need to follow and layan them.
tsh. pros and cons of staying with relative i tell ya!

lazyyyyyyyyy

i wanna rant but im so lazy to rant. my aunt have decided to resign from her current company and move to another since she got the offer. so which means....

im going to waste 4 hour everyday for as long as i work in this company to travel back and fort. which i calculated rm9 per day, a month( based on 4 week count) is around rm250. not to mention returning to that freaking bus stop everytime just to be soo paranoid when i get a phone.

other than that. im boss is seriously killing my entertainment. yesterday i was literally cutting foam board the whole day. no joke. and office ppl is no party animal, so the only thing was for me to listen to music, or so i found sth a lot more fun 8D

i register a skype just to hear my RP buddies' voice. lmao.

so yea, Engravement's and Eden's voice is so sexyyyyyyyyyy, i could hear them talk non stop without getting bored. and yes, i told them i love their slang which they didnt even knwo they have a slang, and i told them to feel proud HAHAHAHAHAH so yea, Panda has the cutest voice everrr and Sun is just. so. manly. omg ur awsm sun XD

and back to my boss, he killed my msn, he deleted my firefox, my deviantart chat is not working, and now he tells me not to skype if its not important coz its wasting internet bandwidth.

i was like ..... its a set price per month. how izzit wasting!? and im not even talking to themmm just listening like music or radio damn it. so yea, being the minor, i obligated and quit. i know im wrong in a way but its better for me to be all high than sleepy right!? = ="

and no, i wasnt distracted. not as much. i was cutting all the way. trust me, i'll steal the recorded surveillance if u want to see -shot- and his only bossy when higher-up ppl is there or other printin ppl is there.... to show that he dominated the place and such. well. u know. malessss and their ego. pfff.

why mention bandwidth if u ask? coz the freakin server keep on failing us in sending mail. and no. its not the internet's fault. i assure you.

other than that. im really drawing so much these days. all thanks to pokimono. everyday i come home, i'll sit and draw, or at least try to cg a bit everyday to finish a pic. or watch anime... so im irritated when i go out with everyone(aunt's family).... just to waste time sitting there doing nth and wait for them to finish their shopping... that's why i wanted an ipad that badly. and i cant play my psp coz of that brat.

RM2k ~ 3k for one. wtf now i know how rich ppl are when they hold one in their hand.

it doesnt get any better with the uncle being all unfair either. keep this a secret but everytime i see the situation. its like. not mature. even my cousins agree with me, grandma too not to mention. that "only he can be happy, others cannot" like ppl wanna eat sth coz their hungry and he doesnt allow it just coz his not. so yea.

i have the best parents ever. ima ganna give them a hug and tell them i love them when i have the chance. but with 4hour traveling and jammed pack during Raya... i doubt it will be any sooner.

geez. i dun wanna move out either. just sacrificed 4hour and travel fee, i could save rental and food. but u know la.... shit tired everyday like that. no mood also... -crys-

and.

i dun like being teased by aunt saying i cant do anything without internet/laptop in a unintended-harm funny sarcastic way. it true i know but what can i do? my life is here. my friends is here. my local/international socializing is here. my hobby is here.


PS.
i just remember my phone has 4gb memory card... and its gone now. there goes my alarm/calculator/dictionary/emergency pendrive/camera/notepad/watch/phone.

FFFFFFF

think positive lize thinkkkkk!!! of coz knowing me, its not possible. so i can onli act/talk/look positive at times. so heres the deal, i'm pissed for various reason.



one, company server and internet is on and off, enabling me to sent email or get referance and chat with my gang to cheer me up.

two, im sorry im a multimedia-technical-geek background. i do instrution work better compare to what you think im capable off, i will admit however, if u so gladly take the rules off on wat and wat not i can do with the logo and color, i could be better.

three, what you like doesnt mean i like it too, vise versa. you like things pack with stuff, decorative and details. i like them simple and straightforward.

four, sometimes you just cant see wat i can see. that includes pointing ur fatass finger so near to my face! i swear i didnt grow short cute fangs for looks, i bite hard.

five, can you give me the authorization code already? its not like theres anything inside that i want to hack putting the fact that i dun understand Mac at all anywayyy. there are things i need to install and use, i rather not bother anyone every freaking time.



tsh, im pretty sure i wont stick long in this company, maybe after the evaluation months are over i'll stop. but i'll see.... i know today is not judgment day so i hope things gets better tomorrow.

it's really not my fault that i cant work, i just dun have enough information to work on. like brief or sth... just when i finish everything, ur not happy with it and i end up taking the blame coz i didnt do good enough, well im sorry my ass made japan look like a seahorse. i could have put you in awe if its 3D work or video, but no.

FYI, i like my design. so let me BAWWW over my failure now.


Sidenote,
- thank you tsu for telling me my RPgang loves and needs me, it made my day.
- 27th & 28th is going to have 2 moons according to my aunt, Moon and Mars together once every 500 years!
- kitty is coming back M'sia this Saturday omgoshhhh i cant wait to see her XD

Ipad drama

urm okay, where did i left. ah right. so okay, quick summary.

Boss got a Ipad from him bro from Australia. he teased me saying "sorry liz, i got your dream gadget first" i went totally silent in awe. omggggg and he did that when i was about to discuss the packagin with him. he ask me to come back later coz his playing with his "new toy"

BAWWWWW I WANT A FREAKING IPAD TOOOOO, i wanna draw when im wasting my 2hour traveling back home damn it.

and so the next day, he took it to a meeting. i heard this from my colleague, he was playing with it in the meeting and mumble "nothing beats my ipad" omggg talk about a boss that makes u wanna kill someone with temptation D:

thennnnnn my friend got a mail from him, it was from his Ipad. pffffff and another day he was showing me the blueprint for mid valley outlet stall, which i'll be needing to model and render, with. yep u guessed it, his Ipad -dramatears-

theeee awesomenessss theeee paddddddddd orz orz orz orz

side note. at least i got work done though im crying my soul out of the temptation in front of me, yea he let me molest it, but i didnt get the chance to use it though... wuwuwuwuuuuuu i have an ebil bossssss.....

and Thumb injured report. it looks the same as the previous picture, but the color changes according to my blood circulation, its pale white when i woke up from sleep or less active, its pinkish red when im active or hot.

lolol so cuteeee.... hopefully it will heal up though. i wont wan to see a Constance thermometer everytime i see my thumb >_____> and wow, talk about work until u forget about time. its almost a month already O__o

oh oh updates

erm okay where did i left.... ah right!

i found out the second day that the Lightwave was downloaded, coz i found the installer folder with a crack folder and instruction inside 8D -Ph4eR Liz3 TaT diGs ThRoUgh StuFfs- so yea im less burden now. and another fact.

i went into the boss' room today to settle the packaing design, and he told me, the first thing before everything. "I stay up until 3am yesterday to learn Lightwave" i was mentally going... "and? you don need me now that u know some basics?" but i just went "wow" just for the sake of wow-ing.

and i another thing i discover... i cant remember if i mention this here but oh well. I'm not good at generating ideas, but im rather good in executing them. so to say, I can do Instruction and follow the leader work well, but when im trying to get concept or ideas out... it doenst perform as well as my workslave-self...

but so far im still hanging and kicking. hopefully everything will go well.

so here's the usual thumb injury update.

everything is healing up nice and slowly now XD

obligation

can i ever convince myself that its the company/boss' obligation to make sure the worker has the equipment to work with?

i know i have a very heavy self-proclaim-obligation complex but isnt it normal to get stress when they get:
1. a brand new rm4k Mac for you
2. the complete Adobe suit extended cs5 pack for you
3. Lightwave 3D and tell u to name any plugins you need


yep, u read right. yesterday and today i work on the stall's 3D model. Martin was observing behind, damn pressure. and after a while, he goes back into his room and comes back out after a long while later and annouce, "liz do you want to do that with mac?" i was so damn shock and blur i dun know wat to say.

he came to my desk and install the program. i ask him how did he get it, he wont tell me. as for as i know, these kind of company doesnt support illegal stuff, so he must have brought it online or sth. shit, im stress. they are spending so much money on me and i dun even know if im staying permenantly, this is going to get into my guilt list if im leaving.

then my workmate said positively, he wanted me to have the right tools to work with. and i summerized the negative part for her. specially buy for u -> want you to work like shit -> I might OT often with that -> go home late -> pissed off lizard.

life.


Thumb recovery report.

i peel off the deadskin 8D

stretch stretch crack crack crack

and came back with a sore throat. can talk but painful. lasted for 2 days, today seem a bit better, just that the coughin is starting orz

Ramadhan month, 5:30pm off work! but the work hour is still the same anyway, but i arrive there early either way, so no difference to me cept~~~~~~ MY AUNT IS FETCHIN ME HOMEEE!!! yay, no more wasting 2hour of my life just to travel back with headache and sore feet. her usual off time is 5pm and fetch the annoying brat home but i'll be selfish for my own sake this month. but i feel bad when the boss kept me longer when im suppose to go home... i think thats like his last minute thing to turtore me LOL

so yea, one thing i found out the other day. he can control my mac from his room! at fist i tot the mouse went cho choo, can move it self, then the other day when i told him i cant open a folder, he told me to wait and shit happens in front of me.... the freaking mouse was moving! and there goes my happiness of chatting... i have a fear of him finding out im not working now *dramaTears

oh yeaaaaaa the other thing, i take back what i said about company internet slow, it can go up to 150kbps! with just 3hour+ i can download 8 eps of anime!! yayyyyy no more missing out my updates XD

mmmm wat else..... oh, heres my thumb.

look at the pink new skinnn its so cuteeeeee = ="

and the other day, my aunt took a day off, so i have to take the bus in the morning. waited the bus at 7am, there was one but ppl pack it up in no time, since i figure im going to be late anyway, i rode the second one, 8pm. got to pasar seni at 820+ and walk to plazar raya in top speed of 15-20min, then wait for the starline, arrive there round 850am top speed walk to office.

to find out, it haven open yet = =

and so at night, another 2 hour trip. and came back with the sore throat i mention and double water pop on my left feet. FML. i have bad feet, why do ppl think i pick this course to begin with!? ( partly lies LOL )

now my boss give me 3D work... oh bless my soul. and theres no discount for stuff to buy pretzel... stingy company... my aunt say "Kiam(selfish/salty in hokkien) until grass also cant grow ah"