NERVOUS BREAKDOWN ZOMG

like i threw ma letter of resignation today. and i can tell u its faking scaryyyyyyyyyyyy i've repeated my storied over and over in msn and sms, so im too lazy to repeat it here HEHEHEHHEHE suckerssssssss -shot-

so yea. urm. April22 ima go buy myself a can of beer LOL

and.

i wanna draw so badly bawwwwwwww

brush setting test. cant wait to try out when i get time to paint again. other than that, the program which i gasm over is now cracked and english-ed.... NOW I REALLY CANT WAIT TO FIND TIME AND PLAY WITH IT BAWWWWWWWWWWW IM MISSING OUT ALL THESE AWESUMNESSSSS //dies

then then thennnn i was talking to HL like my epic sms session with the 17 y'o local DA which draws so awesomely pro the past few journal entry before... urm... sentence too long where was i..... ah rightttt our epic morning sms session. we continue to text each other until lunch time LMAO

it was her first day in college so i was updating her on DA stuff and we talking about college and what not and well. thats not my point. THE POINT ISSSSSS!!! HL went and counted our age difference and my brain exploded.

6 years. 6 freaking years diffy between a 23y'o and a 17y'o like OMGGGG WHERE DID THAT COME FROM!? like when u say 23 and 17 u dun feel the distance like THAT much, but when u actually counted it..... it.. seem... like im.. very old bawwwwwwwwww now i cant spazz with her like i used toooooooo jk jk i can still ttly spazz wtih my anyone coz im always the grandma in DA group friends LOL