lazyyyyyyyyy

i wanna rant but im so lazy to rant. my aunt have decided to resign from her current company and move to another since she got the offer. so which means....

im going to waste 4 hour everyday for as long as i work in this company to travel back and fort. which i calculated rm9 per day, a month( based on 4 week count) is around rm250. not to mention returning to that freaking bus stop everytime just to be soo paranoid when i get a phone.

other than that. im boss is seriously killing my entertainment. yesterday i was literally cutting foam board the whole day. no joke. and office ppl is no party animal, so the only thing was for me to listen to music, or so i found sth a lot more fun 8D

i register a skype just to hear my RP buddies' voice. lmao.

so yea, Engravement's and Eden's voice is so sexyyyyyyyyyy, i could hear them talk non stop without getting bored. and yes, i told them i love their slang which they didnt even knwo they have a slang, and i told them to feel proud HAHAHAHAHAH so yea, Panda has the cutest voice everrr and Sun is just. so. manly. omg ur awsm sun XD

and back to my boss, he killed my msn, he deleted my firefox, my deviantart chat is not working, and now he tells me not to skype if its not important coz its wasting internet bandwidth.

i was like ..... its a set price per month. how izzit wasting!? and im not even talking to themmm just listening like music or radio damn it. so yea, being the minor, i obligated and quit. i know im wrong in a way but its better for me to be all high than sleepy right!? = ="

and no, i wasnt distracted. not as much. i was cutting all the way. trust me, i'll steal the recorded surveillance if u want to see -shot- and his only bossy when higher-up ppl is there or other printin ppl is there.... to show that he dominated the place and such. well. u know. malessss and their ego. pfff.

why mention bandwidth if u ask? coz the freakin server keep on failing us in sending mail. and no. its not the internet's fault. i assure you.

other than that. im really drawing so much these days. all thanks to pokimono. everyday i come home, i'll sit and draw, or at least try to cg a bit everyday to finish a pic. or watch anime... so im irritated when i go out with everyone(aunt's family).... just to waste time sitting there doing nth and wait for them to finish their shopping... that's why i wanted an ipad that badly. and i cant play my psp coz of that brat.

RM2k ~ 3k for one. wtf now i know how rich ppl are when they hold one in their hand.

it doesnt get any better with the uncle being all unfair either. keep this a secret but everytime i see the situation. its like. not mature. even my cousins agree with me, grandma too not to mention. that "only he can be happy, others cannot" like ppl wanna eat sth coz their hungry and he doesnt allow it just coz his not. so yea.

i have the best parents ever. ima ganna give them a hug and tell them i love them when i have the chance. but with 4hour traveling and jammed pack during Raya... i doubt it will be any sooner.

geez. i dun wanna move out either. just sacrificed 4hour and travel fee, i could save rental and food. but u know la.... shit tired everyday like that. no mood also... -crys-

and.

i dun like being teased by aunt saying i cant do anything without internet/laptop in a unintended-harm funny sarcastic way. it true i know but what can i do? my life is here. my friends is here. my local/international socializing is here. my hobby is here.


PS.
i just remember my phone has 4gb memory card... and its gone now. there goes my alarm/calculator/dictionary/emergency pendrive/camera/notepad/watch/phone.