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Sunday, November 28, 2010
they say normal is good
and i think i got the meaning behind it now. a normal average life.
after joining so many groups and making so many new friends. i came to learn of their background. true of false i don know but i believe they are not attention crave seeking creep. Eden my love has family problem. Epic grave has uncontrollable lucid dream that unable him to get a good sleep. Dear panda lost her father a year ago. Shui has insomnia problem that doctors cant help with.
really love these ppl i meet. and the fact that im not as awsm or epic or interesting as they are. they made me realize im actually living a pretty good life. minus the fact that you are going to compare this to Africa children or sth. yes im life is normal.
i dun have note-worthy stories, i dun live and intense life. but its all good somehow. i might not have the look, the money or the brains. but im proud to say im all rounded and living to the not so fullest right now. okay i admit i need to stop doing so much freelancing and do some self study instead. theres so much i wanna know but i keep on wasting my life on art.
but its all good. be it envious of others coz their cool or awsm and they inspired ppl. theres always sth to appreciate in your own life. right now. im loving the deviantart attention.
and this is currently my state...
well drawn Grave. well drawn.
after joining so many groups and making so many new friends. i came to learn of their background. true of false i don know but i believe they are not attention crave seeking creep. Eden my love has family problem. Epic grave has uncontrollable lucid dream that unable him to get a good sleep. Dear panda lost her father a year ago. Shui has insomnia problem that doctors cant help with.
really love these ppl i meet. and the fact that im not as awsm or epic or interesting as they are. they made me realize im actually living a pretty good life. minus the fact that you are going to compare this to Africa children or sth. yes im life is normal.
i dun have note-worthy stories, i dun live and intense life. but its all good somehow. i might not have the look, the money or the brains. but im proud to say im all rounded and living to the not so fullest right now. okay i admit i need to stop doing so much freelancing and do some self study instead. theres so much i wanna know but i keep on wasting my life on art.
but its all good. be it envious of others coz their cool or awsm and they inspired ppl. theres always sth to appreciate in your own life. right now. im loving the deviantart attention.
and this is currently my state...
well drawn Grave. well drawn.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
the desperate duo
check this out 1st to understand our conver~
Fireworks Solution is very cool. its far from my place but im desperate d...
conver with susan. blue highlight is meh.
so after that we sent out resume over.
and so we check out where it is actually located...
this is what i saw...
yes.... thats a lot of pixel to count...
Fireworks Solution is very cool. its far from my place but im desperate d...
conver with susan. blue highlight is meh.
so after that we sent out resume over.
and so we check out where it is actually located...
this is what i saw...
yes.... thats a lot of pixel to count...
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Next station~
most relaxing day of the term i tell you~~
~morning station~
had presentation in PJ Hilton coz Boss said so. so 16 budget student went there and had a RM18 lipton tea..... i hv no idea why no one suggested KFC before Boss suggested that classy place knowin we hv no classy wallets.... oh well shoppin donation~ (that what i call them when i purchase sth i dun need/lack of use/cheated)
~midvalley station~
after presentation we went to midvalley hoppin theres left over seats for a decent movie. but it was far worst than i imagine. the whole cinema area is pack with ppl.... even if we line up. the movie that we want to watch will already be taken with full force.
~McD station~
so yea... the troop of 5 starving zombie match to McD, on the way there we visited ma other 2 clones. it was interesting having my friend see my siblings. lx said she can see long hair and short hair version of lize LOL
~Nando's station~
but McD was packed too... after a while we gave up waiting for tables, match back to point zero. to the nando's! from there we ate our full and had a fun time gettin the waiters' attention to take order/refill/call bill. i pity the aunty that work there... she was taking good care of us and other customer but one of the bossman just hv to pick on her.
OH! an unexpected couple turn up there too... very unexpected 8D
~MPH station~
after we sat at nando's until we feel like sleeping. we decided to drop by the bookstore. susan brought a book there, lx study the PJ area maps, hl was missing in action, and nick was checkin out the game magz.... me? i was busy waiting for the toilet LOL.
~Watson station~
while susan pay for her book. me and lx went to watson to check out the Blue dye stuff. the color wasnt very nice so we didnt buy any... but we saw some interesting temporary spray dye. GREEN 8D
~Gardens station~
so after the toilet visiting session, we ponder for a while on where to go. lx, hl and me(got tempted coz my sis mention) wanted to eat gui nin kou so we match to yuurenshen shop in gardens. it's good to taste the turtle shell again after such a long time.... nick teated us there. hl and lx was taking advantage of that and was suggesting we order bird's nest LOL
~starbuck station~
after the black glob consuming, we went to star buck. i had a very interesting Q&A there.
casher: hello miss can i take your order?
lize : erm..... is the caramel hot chocolate hot or cold?
casher: do u wast it with ice or blended?
lize : okay...... so it can be cold too..... erm, with ice.
casher : okay that will be Rm13.50.
lize : *pay*
i was so amazed that hot chocolate can be cold too!! LOL im proud to be ulu XD after we all get out drinks we went down to the ground floor to see za fashion picha, which we made fun of with most of it coz it was too abstract even for nick to understand hahahahaahaha....
~bus station~
figure that it was finally time to go back home, we went to the bus station and waited... for za bus~ nick was left behind coz our bus came first. so yeaaa bye nickkkkkkk with the i pity you face LOL
after a while. we arrive at our station and nearly went to sunway too. hahahhahaha that we missed it. but it was because we were no where near a bell to press on. so i went "stop stop stoppp" and the driver said "nak turun ka? kalau tak bukan nagis la" wtf LOL... like hell i'll do that coz i dun mind going to sunway for a movie anyway hahahahhaa.....
~asia jaya station~
said good bye to susan and we took a taxi, seeing the sun might have a high possibility of burning/melting us in our black formal wear... so yea, the uncle was nice. coz the jaya road was block and he have to drive through the residential area to send us near our place.
he was so scared that we are like those spoiled princess sayin aiyo i take taxi d i still need to walk back home!!! i relieve him by saying we're cool with walking, just dun wanna get so much hot burning sun love all over us.
~home sweet home~
after we arrive home. i went to switch on the aircon after having an agreement that lx and hl is going to stay there for a night or two... we have a very relaxing and cool night of sleep. damn. this is the best day ever.
check out susan's entry if u haven had enough of my long rants XD at least she hv pichaaaa unlike this lazy bum who doesnt want to carry an imaginative 10pound camera coz she's manlier than SKS(dun ask) and is carrying a 3KG laptop the whole day without whining.
HA! i am very manly after all~ who wants to be my girlfriend? LOL
~morning station~
had presentation in PJ Hilton coz Boss said so. so 16 budget student went there and had a RM18 lipton tea..... i hv no idea why no one suggested KFC before Boss suggested that classy place knowin we hv no classy wallets.... oh well shoppin donation~ (that what i call them when i purchase sth i dun need/lack of use/cheated)
~midvalley station~
after presentation we went to midvalley hoppin theres left over seats for a decent movie. but it was far worst than i imagine. the whole cinema area is pack with ppl.... even if we line up. the movie that we want to watch will already be taken with full force.
~McD station~
so yea... the troop of 5 starving zombie match to McD, on the way there we visited ma other 2 clones. it was interesting having my friend see my siblings. lx said she can see long hair and short hair version of lize LOL
~Nando's station~
but McD was packed too... after a while we gave up waiting for tables, match back to point zero. to the nando's! from there we ate our full and had a fun time gettin the waiters' attention to take order/refill/call bill. i pity the aunty that work there... she was taking good care of us and other customer but one of the bossman just hv to pick on her.
OH! an unexpected couple turn up there too... very unexpected 8D
~MPH station~
after we sat at nando's until we feel like sleeping. we decided to drop by the bookstore. susan brought a book there, lx study the PJ area maps, hl was missing in action, and nick was checkin out the game magz.... me? i was busy waiting for the toilet LOL.
~Watson station~
while susan pay for her book. me and lx went to watson to check out the Blue dye stuff. the color wasnt very nice so we didnt buy any... but we saw some interesting temporary spray dye. GREEN 8D
~Gardens station~
so after the toilet visiting session, we ponder for a while on where to go. lx, hl and me(got tempted coz my sis mention) wanted to eat gui nin kou so we match to yuurenshen shop in gardens. it's good to taste the turtle shell again after such a long time.... nick teated us there. hl and lx was taking advantage of that and was suggesting we order bird's nest LOL
~starbuck station~
after the black glob consuming, we went to star buck. i had a very interesting Q&A there.
casher: hello miss can i take your order?
lize : erm..... is the caramel hot chocolate hot or cold?
casher: do u wast it with ice or blended?
lize : okay...... so it can be cold too..... erm, with ice.
casher : okay that will be Rm13.50.
lize : *pay*
i was so amazed that hot chocolate can be cold too!! LOL im proud to be ulu XD after we all get out drinks we went down to the ground floor to see za fashion picha, which we made fun of with most of it coz it was too abstract even for nick to understand hahahahaahaha....
~bus station~
figure that it was finally time to go back home, we went to the bus station and waited... for za bus~ nick was left behind coz our bus came first. so yeaaa bye nickkkkkkk with the i pity you face LOL
after a while. we arrive at our station and nearly went to sunway too. hahahhahaha that we missed it. but it was because we were no where near a bell to press on. so i went "stop stop stoppp" and the driver said "nak turun ka? kalau tak bukan nagis la" wtf LOL... like hell i'll do that coz i dun mind going to sunway for a movie anyway hahahahhaa.....
~asia jaya station~
said good bye to susan and we took a taxi, seeing the sun might have a high possibility of burning/melting us in our black formal wear... so yea, the uncle was nice. coz the jaya road was block and he have to drive through the residential area to send us near our place.
he was so scared that we are like those spoiled princess sayin aiyo i take taxi d i still need to walk back home!!! i relieve him by saying we're cool with walking, just dun wanna get so much hot burning sun love all over us.
~home sweet home~
after we arrive home. i went to switch on the aircon after having an agreement that lx and hl is going to stay there for a night or two... we have a very relaxing and cool night of sleep. damn. this is the best day ever.
check out susan's entry if u haven had enough of my long rants XD at least she hv pichaaaa unlike this lazy bum who doesnt want to carry an imaginative 10pound camera coz she's manlier than SKS(dun ask) and is carrying a 3KG laptop the whole day without whining.
HA! i am very manly after all~ who wants to be my girlfriend? LOL
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
creativity...
your using it wrong, nick.
here's why.
and so we ended up messing up all the names of FF character. and i could make a story out of it. LOL
explanation.
tifa - tit fuck
yazoo - yak jiu (eat banana in cantonese)
cloud - gu lao (ancient in chinese)
shiva - shave la
bahamut - ba'ham mood (actually it's bo ho mood, in hokkien, means no good mood)
others.
vincent - we see
Dante - Done tear-ing /Done adi
nick was having fun laughin. orz
here's why.
and so we ended up messing up all the names of FF character. and i could make a story out of it. LOL
explanation.
tifa - tit fuck
yazoo - yak jiu (eat banana in cantonese)
cloud - gu lao (ancient in chinese)
shiva - shave la
bahamut - ba'ham mood (actually it's bo ho mood, in hokkien, means no good mood)
others.
vincent - we see
Dante - Done tear-ing /Done adi
nick was having fun laughin. orz
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I don't bite.
quoted from my name card. yes. lize finally have a name card LOL and probably will go on a berserk round of giving ppl my name cards too... since i heard that we're ganna be printin about 50-200pc orz
erm got lots to say but i cant remember which one... mmm.. okay lets talk about today.
today.
went to college eventhough i dont have class... well supposingly IR with pek ham but, he kind of discover that its not on tuesday... and we fail to trick him.. LOL it was not on purpose... i have no idea why i said tuesday either. timetable sux, we need a new designer to make it better!!
okay, so some of us was sketching the concept art for Ouroboros Online... lets call it O2 for now. and i show them my Tribal Rabi clan, which is vice versely nemesis of the Ancient Robot Wolf clan. me and nick came up with the history of these two clan, not really... why we got into war in the first place was unknown XD
so i said "u ebil wolf destroy my forest, development so much... i hate juuu"
then he said "they live in desert"
me "wut? ....... your desert ate my jungle!!!! LOL"
nick stare at stupid me
ben "well, anything around desert does get eaten up"
me "HA!"
nick no reaction.
my char.
side interactive char.
and then we made fun of ma rabi char. say he summon a chef and we'll have bunny meat or rabbit strew for dinner orz then then there was the magician's hand summon. u know the magic show they always pull up a rabbit from the hat. so yea...
nick's wonderful 4koma of the scenario here
and a word from chancake. which made me LOL and :3 will never be the same again...
scrotum... orz
erm got lots to say but i cant remember which one... mmm.. okay lets talk about today.
today.
went to college eventhough i dont have class... well supposingly IR with pek ham but, he kind of discover that its not on tuesday... and we fail to trick him.. LOL it was not on purpose... i have no idea why i said tuesday either. timetable sux, we need a new designer to make it better!!
okay, so some of us was sketching the concept art for Ouroboros Online... lets call it O2 for now. and i show them my Tribal Rabi clan, which is vice versely nemesis of the Ancient Robot Wolf clan. me and nick came up with the history of these two clan, not really... why we got into war in the first place was unknown XD
so i said "u ebil wolf destroy my forest, development so much... i hate juuu"
then he said "they live in desert"
me "wut? ....... your desert ate my jungle!!!! LOL"
nick stare at stupid me
ben "well, anything around desert does get eaten up"
me "HA!"
nick no reaction.
my char.
side interactive char.
and then we made fun of ma rabi char. say he summon a chef and we'll have bunny meat or rabbit strew for dinner orz then then there was the magician's hand summon. u know the magic show they always pull up a rabbit from the hat. so yea...
nick's wonderful 4koma of the scenario here
and a word from chancake. which made me LOL and :3 will never be the same again...
scrotum... orz
Sunday, April 19, 2009
I LOVE YOU!!!!
BECOME!!!!
due to the fact that this journal will be long(because of picture), i have to open a new one specially for it. basically i went to Ikano to get my box of prizes. when i arrive there, found edmond and marcus, chat with them, hand shake, huggies and laughs. their fun 8D it was the least bit formality involve... which i was kind of surprise but i like it!!
we're all buddies now~
from the left, Marcus(the one that is responsible for our college's entry), mehhhh(with my "lady" pose <- pointed out by hl; aiyaaaa kau cai ma!!) and Edmond(the one responsible for the whole thing)
Marcus and Edmond busy selling eco bags. one for rm29.90 as much as i wanna support.... i still own ppl money TT__TT
it's earth day exhibition!!!
the famous japanese guy with i cant remember his name, he was there during the award ceremony too! i wanted to talk to him but i got overwhelm by the OMG HIS JAPANESE OTOKO OMG OMG OMG and so i just ended up giving him a thumb up *fails*
the huge box that is almost as heavy as my destop set.
first thing that shock us was not the items.... it was a gift from nature.... baby cockroach... its at the tip of the pillow in case u didnt see any :P
on the 8th day of christmas, BECOME gave to me 8 piece of designer mug in a container~ LOL too lazy to photo individually.... holy crap no wonder the box is heavy....
the pink and green zqueeze beans pillow and mug samples... wait! theres more! *russle peter joke* *hugs the pink one while typing blog*..... hey wait a minute.... OMG THE ROACH CRAWL OVER THIS *^*&%*#$ orz
dun think wrong ppl.... though it's kind of wrong, its a mirco beads massager in case u cant read it! just put it inside the pillow and it will do it's job while u enjoy the chokevibrationchoke orz
next up. chest ahemgameahem board!!!!
wtf Egyptians style... where the hack am i suppose to put this.... im too low IQ to play this!!! *crys*
mini lamp with a missing light bud... i think they forgot to include that... this looks like.... *slapself*
salt, paper, and toothpick holder~ at first i tot it was half boil egg and juice squeezer thinggy... and for some reason this looks wrong too.... shit im too contaminated!!!!
Canino lamborghini roller ball pen... never heard of this brand... but then again i never really take notice of pen brand anyway~ i onli know papermake and stabolo~ *obviously a low class citizen* orz
tongue scraper.... WTF IS MY BREATH THAT HORRIBLE!? and a facial clenser... *cry* i know i have bad skin *cry*
a BECOME t-shirt and another eco bag.... damn should have open on the spot and trade him with a black one XD
a photo frame and a alarm clock.
THIS IS THE GRAND PRURIZUUUUUUUU ogawa eye tuner ( it massages ur eye and u can listen to music at the same time) *since ogawa song*
oh, and my dvd player. *anti climax* XD
due to the fact that this journal will be long(because of picture), i have to open a new one specially for it. basically i went to Ikano to get my box of prizes. when i arrive there, found edmond and marcus, chat with them, hand shake, huggies and laughs. their fun 8D it was the least bit formality involve... which i was kind of surprise but i like it!!
we're all buddies now~
from the left, Marcus(the one that is responsible for our college's entry), mehhhh(with my "lady" pose <- pointed out by hl; aiyaaaa kau cai ma!!) and Edmond(the one responsible for the whole thing)
Marcus and Edmond busy selling eco bags. one for rm29.90 as much as i wanna support.... i still own ppl money TT__TT
it's earth day exhibition!!!
the famous japanese guy with i cant remember his name, he was there during the award ceremony too! i wanted to talk to him but i got overwhelm by the OMG HIS JAPANESE OTOKO OMG OMG OMG and so i just ended up giving him a thumb up *fails*
the huge box that is almost as heavy as my destop set.
first thing that shock us was not the items.... it was a gift from nature.... baby cockroach... its at the tip of the pillow in case u didnt see any :P
on the 8th day of christmas, BECOME gave to me 8 piece of designer mug in a container~ LOL too lazy to photo individually.... holy crap no wonder the box is heavy....
the pink and green zqueeze beans pillow and mug samples... wait! theres more! *russle peter joke* *hugs the pink one while typing blog*..... hey wait a minute.... OMG THE ROACH CRAWL OVER THIS *^*&%*#$ orz
dun think wrong ppl.... though it's kind of wrong, its a mirco beads massager in case u cant read it! just put it inside the pillow and it will do it's job while u enjoy the chokevibrationchoke orz
next up. chest ahemgameahem board!!!!
wtf Egyptians style... where the hack am i suppose to put this.... im too low IQ to play this!!! *crys*
mini lamp with a missing light bud... i think they forgot to include that... this looks like.... *slapself*
salt, paper, and toothpick holder~ at first i tot it was half boil egg and juice squeezer thinggy... and for some reason this looks wrong too.... shit im too contaminated!!!!
Canino lamborghini roller ball pen... never heard of this brand... but then again i never really take notice of pen brand anyway~ i onli know papermake and stabolo~ *obviously a low class citizen* orz
tongue scraper.... WTF IS MY BREATH THAT HORRIBLE!? and a facial clenser... *cry* i know i have bad skin *cry*
a BECOME t-shirt and another eco bag.... damn should have open on the spot and trade him with a black one XD
a photo frame and a alarm clock.
THIS IS THE GRAND PRURIZUUUUUUUU ogawa eye tuner ( it massages ur eye and u can listen to music at the same time) *since ogawa song*
oh, and my dvd player. *anti climax* XD
OH NOSEEEEEEE!!!!!
neuro-neuroooooo endedddddd NOOOOOOOOOOO
im lookin forward to the mangaka's new title in july it has to be gud! really happy that neuro return and have scene time too. like.... 2 page. LOL its soooo him to torture yako with luvv by pulling her out of the plane XD damn, i wish it was longer though... and their reunion is no where near romantic orz but yea, they're not suppose to since its sth they dun show in public 8D
titled : the pink day.
i have a very long rant in mind regarding my aunt's hushburn but i decided not to... technically his a WUSS. he got no balls, his weird, lameass, he complains like a girl, his weaker than i am(see next post, the box, i can carry with no complain but he did), no rights to be cocky, blames, egoistic, sarcastic, nags and scratch his head like a monkey with fuck up flees infected festival.
in my opinion. those kind of personality IS NOT WHAT A MAN IS MADE OF.
my aunt is by far the highest EQ human being i meet. higher than hl. she takes it all and never voice up, never raise her voice unless she's really fed up(on my count, i want to kill him) everytime i sit in their car, i really cant help being angry at him, i tried very hard to accept and be patient with him, but all i could do is put on a facade and rage volcanically inside. yes. i wanted to scold him even if im seen as no respect for elders or no manner.
doesnt deserve my aunt for a wife. shes a blur case but she does her best. to tell the truth, everytime my aunt invite me out, i always hope that his not there too. i ask her once when she invite me to dinner "is he going to be there?" she answer "yes, why? u don like him?" i said "no la just asking in case i say no, and ur eating alone" that was the last time, coz i respected my aunt and i dun wanna make her sad or stress more.
being with him stress me up. even if my aunt dont show it. seeing her being treated so pains me.
not all human being is useless. that i suppose is correct. he is still useful when it comes to being a driver, food payer and giving you heart attack with KL ppl type of speedy driving.
im lookin forward to the mangaka's new title in july it has to be gud! really happy that neuro return and have scene time too. like.... 2 page. LOL its soooo him to torture yako with luvv by pulling her out of the plane XD damn, i wish it was longer though... and their reunion is no where near romantic orz but yea, they're not suppose to since its sth they dun show in public 8D
titled : the pink day.
i have a very long rant in mind regarding my aunt's hushburn but i decided not to... technically his a WUSS. he got no balls, his weird, lameass, he complains like a girl, his weaker than i am(see next post, the box, i can carry with no complain but he did), no rights to be cocky, blames, egoistic, sarcastic, nags and scratch his head like a monkey with fuck up flees infected festival.
in my opinion. those kind of personality IS NOT WHAT A MAN IS MADE OF.
my aunt is by far the highest EQ human being i meet. higher than hl. she takes it all and never voice up, never raise her voice unless she's really fed up(on my count, i want to kill him) everytime i sit in their car, i really cant help being angry at him, i tried very hard to accept and be patient with him, but all i could do is put on a facade and rage volcanically inside. yes. i wanted to scold him even if im seen as no respect for elders or no manner.
doesnt deserve my aunt for a wife. shes a blur case but she does her best. to tell the truth, everytime my aunt invite me out, i always hope that his not there too. i ask her once when she invite me to dinner "is he going to be there?" she answer "yes, why? u don like him?" i said "no la just asking in case i say no, and ur eating alone" that was the last time, coz i respected my aunt and i dun wanna make her sad or stress more.
being with him stress me up. even if my aunt dont show it. seeing her being treated so pains me.
not all human being is useless. that i suppose is correct. he is still useful when it comes to being a driver, food payer and giving you heart attack with KL ppl type of speedy driving.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
conversation~~~
erm... today i wanted to update my blog... since i didnt update for some time now... i think LOL but after i went out to dinner with my aunt... i kind of forgotten what i want to post... orz well, let me show u some interesting conversation.
my elder sis & me
yes... shes as disturbed as me XD
then she tempted me to watch this.
Ristorante Paradiso
summary : think grandpa x grand daughter ~
my elder sis & me
yea... 2D is better coz real life would be disturbing and i doubt any grandpa would look this good 8D
then i tempted my friend, brooke to watch it too =P
no fonts difference so go figure which one is me XD
and so she watched...
yes... we are sinned orz
then i tempted my younger sis too LOL man im bad~
more disturbing thoughts...
LOL.. im beyond cure orz
the "i mustn't" part which i got high on...
omg his so cuteeeeee... HOLY SHIT *self slap*
link to watch if you have been successfully temped too 8D
my elder sis & me
yes... shes as disturbed as me XD
then she tempted me to watch this.
Ristorante Paradiso
summary : think grandpa x grand daughter ~
my elder sis & me
yea... 2D is better coz real life would be disturbing and i doubt any grandpa would look this good 8D
then i tempted my friend, brooke to watch it too =P
no fonts difference so go figure which one is me XD
and so she watched...
yes... we are sinned orz
then i tempted my younger sis too LOL man im bad~
more disturbing thoughts...
LOL.. im beyond cure orz
the "i mustn't" part which i got high on...
omg his so cuteeeeee... HOLY SHIT *self slap*
link to watch if you have been successfully temped too 8D
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
ITS DONE!!
a 2month delay of CG... start early sem4term2 but gotten lazy and drag until today.
completed it in library this morning coz i dont have internet. khairul saw my graphire and ask if all those digital artist use these to make those painting. it made me wonder if khairul even saw wacom before... from the way he was asking... he looks fascinated LOL
well... for once im super happy with this cg. tired to do a back lighting watercolorish and well... popular cg style and i kind of got it right at some point XD found a new way to cg... mix of hard brush, semi soft and soft in the correct order... also found out how to abuse the Flow setting...
the chest/neck look weird but i lose energy correcting it so yea ill just leave it like that. the lineart was one of kaze-hime's doodle. since it suit what im aiming for so i just crop it up and paint it...
oh, here sth old i did like months ago... was trying BW painting then onli put color on.... but i kind of fail so this is my effort for the BW part~ one of lone-momo's commission lineart.
ahhh one last thing. Nick's little chibi comic space. go visit. his ganna draw out the events of college's life in his chibi style. so yea, inspired him for more laughs XD
PS.
i have yet dig another shit deep of a hole to kill myself with... I'm now a secretary for Ah sir's creative company(imaginative company for our class) today is only the 1st class and im shit tensed and stress.... coz i have a beariiiiii impoootannnn jubbb tu duuuuu... orz
...i hate responsibility... *adjust invisible glasses*
liz is now RIP(riped into pieces)
completed it in library this morning coz i dont have internet. khairul saw my graphire and ask if all those digital artist use these to make those painting. it made me wonder if khairul even saw wacom before... from the way he was asking... he looks fascinated LOL
well... for once im super happy with this cg. tired to do a back lighting watercolorish and well... popular cg style and i kind of got it right at some point XD found a new way to cg... mix of hard brush, semi soft and soft in the correct order... also found out how to abuse the Flow setting...
the chest/neck look weird but i lose energy correcting it so yea ill just leave it like that. the lineart was one of kaze-hime's doodle. since it suit what im aiming for so i just crop it up and paint it...
oh, here sth old i did like months ago... was trying BW painting then onli put color on.... but i kind of fail so this is my effort for the BW part~ one of lone-momo's commission lineart.
ahhh one last thing. Nick's little chibi comic space. go visit. his ganna draw out the events of college's life in his chibi style. so yea, inspired him for more laughs XD
PS.
i have yet dig another shit deep of a hole to kill myself with... I'm now a secretary for Ah sir's creative company(imaginative company for our class) today is only the 1st class and im shit tensed and stress.... coz i have a beariiiiii impoootannnn jubbb tu duuuuu... orz
...i hate responsibility... *adjust invisible glasses*
liz is now RIP(riped into pieces)
Monday, January 19, 2009
artist/designer's block?!
this month is horrible... i have not a clue on wat to do for all my assignment. this term is all mostly on video and 3D. minor website or flash. video is my weak subject so im really scared for this term and im feel really pressured about my grades and outcome of the assignment.
today was a total "idk" (i dun know) day... nick and ben was like... where to go... what to do, after we had lunch together. nick is damn optimistic today, he explain to me that "when ur sad im happy" so i told him "oh, so when im happy u hv to be sad then" he said yes and reply "so you better faster become happy now"
oh gwad... i have such good friends around me. they try so hard to motivate and cheer me up... im really happy and touch to have them in my life. im currently having a depression pms so i know it my fault that i made them worried. its my fault that i screw up my life and those things around me.
nick said one thing during lunch "i need to tease you to get new idea" i went "wtf". hahaha didnt know i was such a good inspiration medium.... that explains why most of the ppl i know "bullied" and tease me. LOL im actually helping them in a way hahahahah so sad...
there comes another case which i screw up another person's life, but she's too saint to be angry at me and we had that problem solved... they want me to cheer up but i know its my fault so i couldnt... i was very angry at myself for being a klutz and so careless.... i need to improve my memory and my attentiveness.
when home with ben today and we drop by the swing at the near by playground. omg i miss the swing... its reminiscing bout the carefree time of being a kid... and the joy of staring up the blue sky until the sun burns your eye. we chatted quite a while, mostly stupid talk about childhood and life. it was fun, since all of us have blocks and dry on ideas this term... too dry... it scares us.
came up with another new dish today for dinner, housemates said it was good, but i think it taste normal... wonder what they tasted special in it... it just "carrot-potato-veggie-chili source" fried. LOL im getting good at mixing things up and cooking all-in-one-pot dishes... well at least i finally got myself some greens to eat :P
CNY is around the corner, and my trip back home got forward earlier. hope my home's internet is way better than the one im using... oh yea, before i go, here my attempt on mecha modeling. i was sulking about how i sux at 3D and wanted to do sth to cheer myself up, so i went back to medabots... nice anime which needed more luv.
I might do a set of those type that i like... ben saw what i did and he was tempted to do one too. ben is such a kiasu(sore loser aka competitive). we tell nick to make one too so we can do some battle royal thing XD
this is just a tin can of medabots. but it kind of reminded me of psyndog...
still left the lower leg, arms and im done. might finish it tonight or maybe later... Mr willy's assignment is giving me the fear or failing... need to do a intro for tv chnl or movie.... im no tv person and as i mention, im weak with video... which is why im scared of my grade drop coz last term was all video... and that fuck up person = =
ONE LAST THING!!!!!! I HAVE NOW OFFICIALLY CUT TIES WITH SBO OR ANY OTHER THINGS THAT I DUN WANNA BE INVOVLED IT!!!! HAHAHAHHAHA IN YOUR FACE FUCKERRRRRR!!!!!!
*runs*
today was a total "idk" (i dun know) day... nick and ben was like... where to go... what to do, after we had lunch together. nick is damn optimistic today, he explain to me that "when ur sad im happy" so i told him "oh, so when im happy u hv to be sad then" he said yes and reply "so you better faster become happy now"
oh gwad... i have such good friends around me. they try so hard to motivate and cheer me up... im really happy and touch to have them in my life. im currently having a depression pms so i know it my fault that i made them worried. its my fault that i screw up my life and those things around me.
nick said one thing during lunch "i need to tease you to get new idea" i went "wtf". hahaha didnt know i was such a good inspiration medium.... that explains why most of the ppl i know "bullied" and tease me. LOL im actually helping them in a way hahahahah so sad...
there comes another case which i screw up another person's life, but she's too saint to be angry at me and we had that problem solved... they want me to cheer up but i know its my fault so i couldnt... i was very angry at myself for being a klutz and so careless.... i need to improve my memory and my attentiveness.
when home with ben today and we drop by the swing at the near by playground. omg i miss the swing... its reminiscing bout the carefree time of being a kid... and the joy of staring up the blue sky until the sun burns your eye. we chatted quite a while, mostly stupid talk about childhood and life. it was fun, since all of us have blocks and dry on ideas this term... too dry... it scares us.
came up with another new dish today for dinner, housemates said it was good, but i think it taste normal... wonder what they tasted special in it... it just "carrot-potato-veggie-chili source" fried. LOL im getting good at mixing things up and cooking all-in-one-pot dishes... well at least i finally got myself some greens to eat :P
CNY is around the corner, and my trip back home got forward earlier. hope my home's internet is way better than the one im using... oh yea, before i go, here my attempt on mecha modeling. i was sulking about how i sux at 3D and wanted to do sth to cheer myself up, so i went back to medabots... nice anime which needed more luv.
I might do a set of those type that i like... ben saw what i did and he was tempted to do one too. ben is such a kiasu(sore loser aka competitive). we tell nick to make one too so we can do some battle royal thing XD
this is just a tin can of medabots. but it kind of reminded me of psyndog...
still left the lower leg, arms and im done. might finish it tonight or maybe later... Mr willy's assignment is giving me the fear or failing... need to do a intro for tv chnl or movie.... im no tv person and as i mention, im weak with video... which is why im scared of my grade drop coz last term was all video... and that fuck up person = =
ONE LAST THING!!!!!! I HAVE NOW OFFICIALLY CUT TIES WITH SBO OR ANY OTHER THINGS THAT I DUN WANNA BE INVOVLED IT!!!! HAHAHAHHAHA IN YOUR FACE FUCKERRRRRR!!!!!!
*runs*
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