they say normal is good

and i think i got the meaning behind it now. a normal average life.

after joining so many groups and making so many new friends. i came to learn of their background. true of false i don know but i believe they are not attention crave seeking creep. Eden my love has family problem. Epic grave has uncontrollable lucid dream that unable him to get a good sleep. Dear panda lost her father a year ago. Shui has insomnia problem that doctors cant help with.

really love these ppl i meet. and the fact that im not as awsm or epic or interesting as they are. they made me realize im actually living a pretty good life. minus the fact that you are going to compare this to Africa children or sth. yes im life is normal.

i dun have note-worthy stories, i dun live and intense life. but its all good somehow. i might not have the look, the money or the brains. but im proud to say im all rounded and living to the not so fullest right now. okay i admit i need to stop doing so much freelancing and do some self study instead. theres so much i wanna know but i keep on wasting my life on art.

but its all good. be it envious of others coz their cool or awsm and they inspired ppl. theres always sth to appreciate in your own life. right now. im loving the deviantart attention.




and this is currently my state...


well drawn Grave. well drawn.