it has to be like this isnt it?

Yes i enjoy my Langkawi trip.
No i dun wanna come home for a very good reason.

the first thing i step out of the bus is stress. Dad is in China, so his out of my stress list. but now it Mom. being all blur, trauma, paranoid, edgy, anxious and not paying any attention to the words i said. im starting to hate home due to this kind of stress environment.

she just miss call me 2 times which i didnt pick up the phone coz maybe i was talking to my uncle in singapore. and ran to me with tone of voice like i was being kidnap and angry if i really am. wtf moment.

its not like my younger sister got into deep shit from being robbed in the middle of the night. it might be a traumatize experience for her but mother is just too over it. that mathefucker thief should have fell down from 4th floor and die. i should have screw life and stay away from home as long as i can.

here i am, all hopeful about finding a job and making things better. mom just have to bug me non stop not knowing burning pictures take time. she just have to rush me with my handicap of one pc not having Nero burning program. she's so excited to let the long distance relative from US talk to my elder sister, not knowing i cant control her skype time or even request that she online to give me some relive.

i feel like crying now of how low tolerance i am to family shit problem. screw life.