zen grave digger

so i got my leave approved and temporary escape myself back hometown. but little that i know... it ain that zen.

went to have another hair cut on friday and blood test on saturday. dun ask, im just paranoid as usual. the result is going to come out on Wednesday and well, part of me wish i was somehow sick so i can take a little break from work. and going back to the capital sunday night. well, elder sis whole came back a while ago went down this morning so yea...

relative visited at night, one of my cousin just hang around as i do my freelance work... his faking fail i can tell you... his a fail since young and i have no intention of talking to such failness... he takes english course but never able to pass the test, wanna improve enghlish but never spoken any all the long while we talk, tell me he types pinyin alphabet in chats and have over 400 female friends in FB and few asian regions friends.

why am i not amused? right... coz ur a fail person. i have tons of online friends in the US region. I have a proper working life and socialing with good old friends, im earning stable income with minor funs in between. im learning bit by bit on how to improve myself further coz im not going to have any chance of further studying from what my negative self can see... so yea.

talking about work, u knwo what he doeS? Facebook poker/gamble/game thing player person that sells game chips to ppl. he explains to me he has like 10 FB account just to play those games and collect chip everyday and sell to ppl in real life for real moneh... remind me why i feel like his so fail again?

ask me to add his FB and msn which i have ttly no interest in since i dun talk to you, i dun have anything in comman with you, and i have no intention of understanding what u do for living. i heard this over bus ride home back a few months, its by some foreign tourist whom speak of earcandy and render me sleepless for the hole journey.

"just because we're related, it doesnt mean we have to like them"

its. like. HOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHINNY LIGHT OVER THAT SENTANCE. so yea. i pick my friend with standards. if u have nothing i can repect of, ur not worth my time. i make friends and enemy very easily. but of cause that doesnt apply to all, im not like some robot program with condition of the situation to meet and allow access. pfff... so fail man.... good luck with your life.

i dun really care if ur boss applies 1 modem per computer so ya all lifeless gamer can play intensely nor whom u sell those game chips too like police or office ppl since they have so much time on hand and not do anything more productive... really now. what is wrong with this world?