really now...

please... dun tell me how hard ur life is when mine is harder with actual life. I'm hanging from the line of being sick and healthy cause im actually living and making money and trying to make my life as fulfilling before some faking train/car/tsunami/earth/building claims my life for the end of the world.

lack of sleep? oh come on, what are u doing the whole long night? role play, do art, and chat with ppl with more of your role play stories. i dun really care do you know that? they fact that you just step on my landmine just made me lost my last strain of respect for you.

me: "every day is my deadline day"
her: "Oh my.... That,s hard. Oh well, you will not get bored that way. XD"
me: "= =" i get tired of my life more that way"
her: "Sorry hun ^^" I forgot how tiring and hard your job can be."

right. coz u haven work the longest time no? and u have no idea how my work goes.... as fancy as they sound like, you just step on a crack that piss me off the most. as much as ur worried about me staying alive so u can role play with me more when im free, i can tell u its not going to happen anytime soon. now with how things are heading down hill from here.

i like it at first when your all nice and sweet, but when u start to get desperate and obsessive with me.... everything went down the drain and shithole. when i say i can chat, it means, simple life chat, not more of ur RP stories coz im not really interesting in knowing thing im not involve in. srsly.

but i guess i need to forgive her coz RP is currently all she's living on. so please. as much as im telling u about my work being long term and all.... stop asking me if i've completed my work and tell me to take care of myself from not killing myself over this insanity. cause. i think u need them more than i do. ur way older than me. u need a life more than i do....

im sorry to hear that ur interview didnt went well, i was praying so hard that u would get hired. really. i am.

this kind of situation just tested and proven to me, that i cant get along with ppl that does act their age. like. the accountant in my office. shes 31 but acts like 13, she even said it herself but she cant change her childish habbit now that its hardwired into her life.... honestly? i get annoyed most of the time when she rant non stop on the same thing and blabble nonsense outloud....

it might seem amusing and funneh to everyone else, but i find it disturbingly concerning... is she going to live her life like that for the rest of the years?