is back! its either the artbook really kick me in the head saying i shit skill-less or the job search in Jobstreet shows that im useless for any good job... EITHER WAY im as psyched up as a kid's first day to school! minus the crying for mommy...
i did 2 speed paint today and one yesterday. plant to go in detail with the first one tonight. had lots of fun and didnt know i could do speed too!! its the first time i didnt used up more than 2hour to make a picture~ was fun timing myself and mental shout "fak 10 more minnnn ahhhhhhh" and everything goes hirewire.
downloaded tons of ebook to read... like reader digest and some cg books and DIP ( Download in progress ) of 3dmax video tutorial <- due to the fact that no one wants lightwave in the market, so yea, i have to dig myself a road to survival. orz
i gave up the last 2 chapter of CSS coz i drag too long and lost intrest in em... but nvm! im learning other stuff to fill in the weakness hole of doom! which remind me... i need to do some experimental sculpting with 3D-coat...
oh gwad... so motivated so little energy. need to make a portfolio too to find job... this is the time where i regret not doing shit during college days... but to learn how to regret of the past is to learn how to be wiser and less bratty.
word of wisdom is filling meh =)
coz im lacking one tooth to contain them
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