*insert sarcastic laugh*

im scary arnt i? though i have a smilie face, im still scary arnt i?

my aunt said that i am, i look serious. new jr are scared of me though i welcome them, maybe we're just too far apart of semester to be able to click. but hey, some of my batch are scared of me too. which i never figure out why. some said i look fierce. but im onli looking like that when i don have mood. i dun know am i a PMS queen or wat? orz

well, this point was proven again when i came home just now. bell opened the air con, as predicted that she wanted to if not she wont ask that stupid question. okay back to the point, she opened the air con, i dun blame her, the sun was ghey and our room doesnt have good air ventilation. when i enter front gate, which usually cause noises. she came out to check, then confirm it's me, then go back in the room and close the air con.

i feel kind of angry, guilty and sadden at the same time. i mean, it's onli normal that i worried about the bill coz if it really exceed, all the ppl living under one roof will start to question each other, and no one is going to be happy enough to foot out extra, provided their going to defend themselves. typical chinese la.

i told her to keep it on. she decline.

i might be harsh but i have my reason. so does that make me scary and not to be mess with? if so, i might be view as self righteous and unreasonable now would i? ask those that bully/tease me, i dun think they are scared of me. in fact, they take advantage of my kindness if i could say.

well. lx made another good point why we have to be careful. so i just dun know anymore. i think ill enjoy the weekend and not think too much. my cg is going to be taking most of my conscience away and ill probably look like some coloring zombie so yea, good enough.

but i have to admit. i think my insomnia is related to the heat. not to mention short temper too. might wanna open the air con tonight, for a change. i seriously need some good sleep....


@kari
i didnt say all jr. it's just that the new intake pissed me off so much, i categorized everything together. so huggies, ur still cool.