Ben.

the name which im starting to get disgusted. to my dear classmate... please dont make me hate all those ppl with the same name. i have a bad experience with the first one and i don want you to be the second one. though... truly enough that you have annoy me for the past 2 years and im really seriously at my limit now.

- overly competitive
you wanted to know wat everyone is doing, what we are working on, what we have to impress the lect... what we know... what we didnt share... u wanted to know every freaking thing!!! and when u discover that it was sth that would surpass u or sth that you dont know, u rub it into us saying I DIDNT SHARE, I ALWAYS HIDE STUFF, I ALWAYS OUTGUN YOU FIVE TO ONE. well.... let me tell u this. fuck offf!!!! i work hard for them and im always telling the truth that i am not confident and its all last minute. fuckkk u and ur DEAL EXCHANGE everything i needed sth.

-secretive
you never show us anything. you just wanted to see and know all of our stuff, then never to exchange ur own. is this entertainment to you!? its fuck up unfair i tell you. if we dont show u anything, ull rub it to us again, saying we are hiding things from you, saying we are kiasu(scared of losing) WELL GUESS WAT, WE ALL KNOW U ARE THE ONE BEING KIASUUUU

-complaining/suggestive action/ excuses
all you do is complain complain complain, ask you to do something, you make excuses or complain. where is ur dick!!! be a man and talk it already. everytime i hear lx complain about u, keep on saying how much assignment you have, how much work u need to do, how lack of sleep you are, shut ur asshole damn it. everyone is stress enough already, and you made it worst by blah-ing all that early in the morning.

everything u arrive in class, i hated it that u have to sighhhhhhhh in such a loud way. dont every freaking one took the long trip with heavy bags to come to colle!? wat you pack made it heavy is your own freaking asshole fault, dont come and complain about urs being heavier than everyone elses. and bring ur love problem out of my sight! i hate to see ppl argue and go all defensive for their own arse reason. (which is why i have a ranting blog)

everytime theres sth on day off, or even anything that require you to come to colle, u'll be lazy, sleeping, busy, dont want to, and complainnnnnnn. i went for library duty though i had day off, i went to meetings though im at home. and i didnt freaking complain in front of ur face.

-retarded
when im in a bad mood, its obvious enough as i show them on my face and attitude. but noooooo, is it too foggy for you to see!? you just cant help but to ask "am i borthering you?" "bad mood ar?" DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU JUST DID!? YOU MADE ME ANGRY AND WORSEN MY UNSTABLE STRESSED UP EMOTIONAL FEELING. nick always bother me with his lame and stupid joke, but they cheer me up. if he knows im not really in the mood to kid around, he back away and let me do my thing. his no where near good in assignment compare to you but he freaking knows how to READ FEELINGS AND BE SENSIBLE!!!! (not sure im using that word right lol..)

-comment unneeded
u know what, you give the worst comment/elaboration/question. everytime nick and me had fun with videos or just random crap, u just have to chak in and kill the fun huh? asking before knowing the whole thing, giving stupid comment without seeing clearly. i know you are going to go "SORRY LA, U KNOW MY HEARING NOT THAT GOOD" and there goes ur story about ur retarded ear damage and ur fuck up sch life. if your own fault that u made it this way. dont tell us that we need to be kinder coz ur a tad bit handicap.


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im very stress to this point of time and i really dont want to burn anymore of my brain cell. you are onli good when it comes to assignment assisting, anger release, mental punching bag, and lots more mental torture among our batch.

heads up. every since foundation, all of them really dislike you. you are part of the isolated/dislike/hate/neglect group like zainab, yf & ks. I like you as a friend at the start but after you keep one being so KIASU... u tick most of us off and we really dont need your company at times.

please... no more. if u tick me off anymore, im going to puke everything to your face. let this anger end here in this journal. im freaking tired of ur KIASUNESS... AJ is kiasu, but your condition is far worst then his.... even the lecturers know. u are the onli one denying it.