suppose to be a good time...

upon my return to hometown for holiday. my laptop died after a few days later.

bio battery low. i suspect. its the second time my laptop died during holiday. this time its horrible. not that ill lose my data or anything. its that i have 3 weeks to bored over without it. now left 2 week to new sem.

i wanted to do lots of cg and pratice with programs in this holiday, seems like looking forward and plannin really is unneccesary... my younger sis let me use her com, but think about it. she have her handful of ppl to chat with, her "stuff" to check too. takkan i kacau right? haiz....

the internet suxass too, like fking sux until i wan die due to loading and disconnecting...

2 more weeks.... to broed over. but i somehow managa to get over a few days with her DS. thank god her friend gave her a DS.... or ill probably run off to penang to find my friend so sth... maybe go back to KL.

mom wanted me to go to shop and help out in the morning while she and dad went to vacation. they comin back anytime now... but i was so not needed in that shop that it doesnt make sense. im jz there to bored myself out more and to be in the way of the other worker. not to mention i was in front of a very old computer with lot of heat and no fan to fan me = =

yes, im dead bored. im kind of angry at that fact. i dun know. seems like holiday really wasnt meant for me to relax. i just wanna daze and do wat ever i want but... house work, naggin, being a driver and more hiro-wanna-play moment doesnt die down unless everyone jz dieeee and leave me alone. *im emo, dont take it for real but sometimes u jz want it*

oh yea, i still have EMO's job and SBO's job to think about. fuck up club activities... kind of regret why am i so out going in colle.... fk myself.. all my fault i cant blame anyone, but still... those ppl whom gave me all the trouble.... fk u >____>


i wanna cg so badly i wanna cry.....



im happy about sth though, i finished spore creature(DS) and chao legion(well kind of, the game crach in lvl6) and got my lazy ass off to set up the PS2 and play dirge of cerberus(FF7 vincent's game) owwww vincent needs luvvvv i shall give u a hug when i see u in my dream or sth like that....

oh and i had a super weird dream, i talked to charley(code geass emporer aka lulu's dad) in his office, i forgotten wat we talk about but then some scene changes as i talk to my chemis high sch tech about history topic LOL wtf... then there was some scene that i mention why malacca have china-look-alike gradens and landscape. omfg... my brains messed up due to stress of boredom.

okay, until further of being alive and able to update my blog, adious.
take care and enjoy ur holiday pjcadians, coz im not.

*emos