is part of my family tree sadly. my aunts are like that, my cousins are like that, my dad is like that too. i dun know if this is a way to strike a conversation with their kids but im very sure its not going to work with teens.
it used to be amusing and funny when we were kids, it might be again, when we're grow older. but right now, its annoying.
you know that u are gettin old when:
1. you repeat things 3 times a day but u cant remember u did.
2. you elaborate things that are not necessary and ended up like ur talking to urself.
3. you tell a story that doesnt require ppl to respond but still wants them to.
4. repeat process 1 - 3 all over again.
so yea, how i deal with it is either, listen and keep quiet or "mm..." "o..." with my face expressionless.
you probably know or wont know that you are annoying ur kids when:
1. tell every little detail that is going on in the movie that they dont watch.
2. comment on every little glitch that your machine has which they dont really care.
3. give unreasonable suggestion that they cant do anything to make ur life better anyway.
4. repeat those steps and finally notice u annoyed them and apologize after every step.
im in my rebellious age one way or another, which is the season where i treasure peace and my private time/enjoyment more than anything on earth. i really am feeling guilty for not being able to respond to you when u seek enjoyment from me.
rather than to amuse and entertain you for your every little action; i can onli give a quarter reaction to the total sum of erm... your boredom.
i know the television technically belong to aunty most of the time, and ur not home most of the time due to work, and ur tired and stress but tries to bond with ur kids but do understand that its like watching first episode of world history all over again for us.
im losing appetite for some reason, dun feel like eating... maybe its because of all those restricted food limit due to the fact that aged ppl rule this house. and the kids will have to eat healthy food all together too. i miss fried hotdog. i just miss junk food so badly i can cry.
tomorrow i will have to go back down kl. thinking about it makes me tired. not coz of the traveling but cause of the place im going to stay in. im not saying im not grateful for the shelter but theres no proper workspace there for me... well, there is sth that im glad. school reopen and i'll have half of the day free from annoyance.
bless my irritated soul.
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