Let's reintroduce myself.

since there is a war going on, i shall let all of u know who am i.

1. first impression is important to me. if i got a bad one about you. ill always be annoyed at everything you do. i'll be patient with you, but it depends whether my first impression of you will improve or degrade. but if there is a need for me to futher befriend you. ill try my best but ill be short-temper and harsh.

1.5 maybe there sth about you i cant quite agree on...

2. i dun like to say things to your face. i rather vent it all out on my blog of my other close friend and be all goodie happy after that. because i respect your choice and way of doing things. but if this dissatisfied you. come and find me, im not the initiate person. im the inertial.

3. as far as everyone know, im flexible person. but i have my limits too. even if i rebel, i have my own person reason. childish or not, its my reason. i never denial the that the im childish or unreasonable but thats me.

4. as far as money is concern, i can ignore the lil budget. but if personality got mixed, and i dun like it. ill start to bitch. as far as i know, everyone's parents is paying and we of coz have our reason to used it to the limit. i dont blame your different point of view but when u notice i dun agree, refer to no.3

5. facade is part of my life. i dun wanna be viewed as a bitch or jerk, so i blend myself in with wat crowd im with. i can mood swing quite easily but that doesnt mean you know me coz i act like tat. plus, i am not an attention whore just coz i want to blend in with everyone. i just like to hang out.

5.5 i dun reveal things when there's no need to.

6. this is currently the longest ranting zone i kept alive. the previous one i delete coz i wasnt all that angry hormonal rage kid in puberty. im more mature than i was before but that doesnt mean i cant rant here. i've already stated with my warning so if you dont like it. get out.

6.5 wat the ppl read, i leave what they think about the situation to themselves. i dun convert. i express. that's what an artist do.

7. i take you challenge. im not the kia su kind of person, but if some part of me is being put in the bet, ill take it. wanna ruin my reputation? wanna show other ppl wat im capable of? wanna see how long i can bitch? bring it on. i like to play along. if u want it hard ill see wat i can do.

8. all the above make me sound more or less hostile and well... bitchy? but im not, ask those that know me, though i dun like you, i still try to communication with you. it's not like i push everything over to one side coz i dun like them. just like Boss said, "on one fine day, that friend of yours might be your boss" so yea, i tried.

9. oh yea, i like to stick to my routine. i like my organized life, if some change comes suddenly, ill have a "cultural" shock. LOL but if that changes continue, i'll try to live it as part of my life if not refer to no.3

10. i got more but i cant remember right now. if you think i hate you, or maybe you feel so, or maybe im too obvious, well, theres a chance that i really hate you/im pms-ing/im having a bad day/ sth happen with my life. so yea, dun be too sensitive. maybe no1.5 have sth to do with it.


everything is too general to make an assumption. assuming things is also one of my bad habit, but i got told off by ben, so im trying to change. life is contradicting, personality too. i have tons and that onli applys to some situation. so if u wanna know me more, come and communicated with me.

i dont bite. i blog.

this is life. face it. if u cant take the bitching and segregation, go back to your high sch/mom/home/where you previously happily belong to. coz changes have to be make. i dun like to be serious. but i have to. for times that called for.

everything is just too serious. chill man. your thinking too much. if your wondering why u cant blend in, well, ur not living by the rules of society. when it comes to living by a group. u need to obey the rules agreed by majority of ppl. like the way u sms, or use caption in ur sentence, ppl wont understand and might mistook you shouting at them, so u need to change it.

flexibility, use it well in society. wat ever shit u are, use it onli in your personal space.



from today onwards. ill link back to this journal everytime im going to curse about someone. u'll understand more if u know those basic personality of mine. designers are eccentric ppl, i dun need to be one to confess.

oh yea, i finish cging my Rabi. ill post it later after a few days, coz im a tease 8D