yet again... but seriously admiting... deciding what i want to do in the future have always been a challenge to me... i like cging but... i dun wanna make that into a career coz i know ill hate it someday... i told lect that i want to be a 3D modeler... but is that really wat i want?
... it kind of feels like a "3min heat" decision... i do enjoy modeling things and making them into 3D from 2D drawing but... the fact that im all that good at it make me doubt that... am i really aiming for this? or im just saying that to satisfy myself...
it's the time to, once again, wake up to reality. too blinded by praises... too blinded by achievement. that's why i hate them... i rather be told i sux then to stay confident... then to stay positive... i need to once again reenter my forgotten realm. to put on my facade, to see things another way.
im scared.
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