Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Exhausted?

i feel very blur and tired theses days... maybe the deadline is gettin to me or sth...

it weird u know, i have more than enough sleep i can get for a normal person; which is not a sin but my classmate keep on saying i cannot complain being sleepy coz i have more sleep than them. its not my fault that u slept less than 2 hour, you bring it to yourself....

i dun know... been so blur and insufficient today. and yesterday i cant find my calender. which was right in front of me but i cant even see it until i gave up hope... LOL maybe my eye sight is getting bad too.

bad lighting, solid 90' chair and a slouching back doenst help at all.. me being a very cheep bastard doesnt wanna get a good chair. i think im gettin fat too = = ma belly is coming out, my friend was jokin with me this afternoon. "see my belly so big, its like i see it grow up from small to big" ( similar way of old ppl saying about kids ) hahahaha damn funny....

so tired... i dun feel like doing anything, but if i dun do, i wont make it to the deadline... im too out to do them now. if i sleep, ill be too stubborn to wake up and do work. and there goes another way with no progress... jz feel so drained and no energy can be regain no matter how much sugar u take in...

urg.. back hurts... my bonny ass too.. urg... this is my life to come in the next 2 years... orz

estrella was asking me for translation on some shopping website... chinese web promote things to the extreme... lol... feel so lame when i translate it to her. but im getting abit tired from that too.. seriously i feel like closing everything including my brain and so stare at the stars and daze until i sleep...

so tired... after a month time, finally pick my tablet up and use it. coz im too lazy to type the translation anymore and decided to write them instead... so while waiting for moar to come, i open up paint and tried to doodle.... some how it looks like setsuna F. sei from gundam00

hahaha... i cant really draw after all... i need to do more... so troublesome.. i mean the process of failure. it helps but it makes you depress some how at the same time. well.. time to get some rest, maybe ill daze again.. until i decided its time to work.



cant wait for holiday. hope my aunty dun wake me up while i slept until the afternoon, she have that annoying habit of not allowing us sleep until that kind of hour... irritate me sometimes. my other friends can sleep as much as they want, why cant i... im back home to relax after all...

stupid malaysian study... im going to so cheat on the exam... like hell we have time to study stupid politic stuff, so lame ass.... stupid LAN who set the topic as a must to pass..... next term we have moral... fak it. no one needs moral now, its all a waste of time... if moral works theres no rapist here, but it totally the opposite. moar turn up every month. HA...

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